BORED VS BUSY

BORED for some reason 

i feel like i have nothing to do but actually i have long list waiting for me to get done !
i just feel so lazy to start doing those things, maybe because i am not in mood for doing things !!

this week i am gonna be so damn busy because there is outings , party ,  undang ,  and my flight on SUNDAY.

so many things at once make me feel so uncontrollable :(

when i look at you

i love this song so damn much ! 


WHEN I LOOK AT YOU - miley cyrus 


Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long

'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like a dream to me 

FINALLY

MY HAPPIEST DAY EVER ! 


i have been waited so long for today , 
and it finally come to me X) 
it was such relieve because i do not need to study anymore ! heheheh
bye to bio, chemistry and physics !! 
i hate physics so damn much because i do not have any solving problem brain. LOL


afternoon i am cleaned my dusty room,
at night we went to SUNWAY GIZA ! 
my first time going there.
to celebrate alee's birthday at Full house ..
in the end there is 22 person celebrating for him ..
what i can say about his birthday celebration is FUN ! 
i love the food there .. omg i miss the chicken chop right now..


after that we walked to SNOW FLAKE .. 
its not that far from full house lar..
but i hate crossing the road ..
those car just wont stop for me to pass by.. lol 


then around 10 something we went to DESA PARK CITY .. lol..
too bad some of them couldnt go..
but there is something interesting there..
one indian girl keep on performing to us LOL
she is doing all the gymnastic thing.. she is stretchable ! 
and she is not shy at all .. 
* claps for her ! *


around 11.30 i reached home 
and my sis told me, my mum wanna set rules for me ..
i must get home before 11 oclock next time ! @@


anyway i am damn tired that night , but i sleep at 2 something LOL
the next day i have to wake up at 7.30AM !! 


ANYWAY I STILL LOVE TODAY , ITS DOUBLE HAPPINESS DAY <33

DEAD BLOG

SPM IS COMING soooooooooooooooooooo SOON !

26 MORE DAYS to go , I AM QUITE NERVOUS.
BUT I WILL BE FREE AFTER IT !! and i have three months holidayss X)

waiting for the last day of spm now...
numerous things waiting for me to do !
i have got a LONG LIST * evil smile *

I WANNA USE EVERYSINGLE DAY OF MY HOLIDAY TO DO EVERYTHING THAT I MISSED IN THIS FEW DAMN MONTHS !

i have no idea how many times i studied that whole thick success book and how many friday night i have missed. and still whole lot of drama , movies !!

omg ! i just cant wait for that day !

work harder everyone :)

58 !

Recently my life is about studying only , :(

no outings and no nothing !!

i cant really online anymore ..

a totally NERD at home ...

I NEED MORE TIME 

I think i did my ENGLISH paper1 damn badly .. ><

this subject pull down my study mood .. haiz .. FML 

something bad happened ! 

my cell phone dead .. z

i dont know whether should i change a new one or repair my phone !!

plus i decided to buy a camera too .. walao..

plus after spm i am going to learn car .. walao ..

plus i need a car after i got my licence ! OMG ..

MONEY !!! 

one of my good news is ---------------------------------

i am going to JAPAN on 26th december  !!! XD

flesem ekil i ;)

MAERD YM SI , EMOR

, lrig a m'i
cohc tae ot ekil i
yad yreve egev tae i
 yadyreve tt evah i
yadyreve woc ekil yduts i
reficul evol i
rats evol i
kxuf evol i
gnikooc evol i
thgin yadirf ekil i
gnippohs evol i
elpoep lanoitome na m'i

UOY STI (; llew em wonk uoy ,ti tbuod tnoD

angie's sweet 17 PARTY !

WOKE up at 7 today and i slept at 2am yesterday .
need to attend a chinese seminar at KLANG , hokkien association .

sum it up this seminar is so USELESS !

first : the notes given by this seminar is totally the same as the we have from our school seminar ( i feel like giving myself a punch )

second : this is the worst chinese teacher EVER ! seriously , this teacher is so damn unprofessional in teaching  ( i feel like banging the wall while he is talking )

thirdly : i wasted my 5 hours including the THE WHOLE FREAKING journey ( i wanna fly back home )

FML

WONDER WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY , ATTENDED SUCH A TALK !
I AM SORRY TO SHU EN , I ASKED HER TO ACCOMPANY ME THERE ! SORRY DEAR :/

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angie's party tonight !! !@#$%^&*((*
i still remember that i cant go to her party last year because my sis got H1N1 !
LOL ..
i missed them so badly that night .. hahaha

she have a GRAND PIANO ! *JEALOUS*
i guess i never touched my piano 1 year dy : (
i miss my piano teacher ..
she teached me for like 10 years. OMG.
i left her when i had done my GRADE 7 pratical exam..
till now , she never contact me ;((

owh, and i thk i am not afraid of dogs anymore :D
i even learned how to carry kacey !! XD

actually i am half blind that night..
because i took off my contact lens ..
that con makes me TEARS !!
wearing it is so uncomfortable ..
but i still manage to eat , walk and play MAH JONG
hahaha , and i never bang into people or fell down .. woots X)

it was a great day out for me , atleast i am not being nerds that night  * happy *

day out

it was a great day for me,
went to an orphanage in taman megah today ..
its for those child who has disability or maybe '' cacated '' geh ..
i went there because my mum's friend is making a birthday party there ..
and we fried some nuggets there for those children..

when i reach there , i felt so awkward ..
because these child are all not normal like us ..
they were trapped in this house just because that nobody wants them..
30 of them have to squeeze in a corner double-storey house ..
i feel so bad for them..

i wonder how if i was trapped in this kind of place.
i couldnt live.

i actually thought of what i can do for them,
but i am kinda afraid of them too..
because they look weird and they are abnormal.
i feel scare somehow.

so,i get to see that the outside world is not as perfect as my own little world.
its so different.
i am very very lucky to have what i had now .
i will appreciate what i have now : )

later then , went to ou to meet my friends
and i watched love disguise ,
erm.. this movie is not really nice for me LOL ..
plus the storyline is exactly like HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE !

so i guess they just coppied the storyline -,-
nothing special about this movie ,
just that it can make me laugh a LIL bit ..

KBU day

went to KBU today ,
for the sejarah ceramah by PN.AZIZAH , principal of smkbud(3) ..
she is a KOREAN FANS ! LOL
she said she love to watch korean drama .. HAHAHAHA
MOST OF THE STUDENTS LAUGH SO BADLY :P

erm , the duration of the ceramah is only one and a half hour only ..
but we stayed at there for more than 4 hours ! ><
wasted so much time on waiting for others skul to reach and also the introduction about KBU ! Z

btw , she gave alot of spotted question and her own ramalan : )
hope its useful .

so , tmr i have alot of things to do X)
it will be a meaningful day for me heheeeeeeeee ~
early in the morning am going to orphanage in petaling .
later on go ou and meet ma friends .

the only problem is MONEY , : (
i need money to shop !!
haha i am a shopaholic :D

i want a camera so badly , my blog is so empty lar ;((

dissapointment

i am so sorry to you. hope you are okay with it. i dont know am i wrong or not. i just felt guilty.


Should i change my mind and let her go ?


Its making me more and more harassing. :(


Anyway , i do feel suck today. I am not good at anything. Just like the pencapaian in school. I have nothing. Its so sad when i am so normal in all these koko thing. I am dissapointed with myself.


spm is coming close! 89days to go. i am so so afraid because sometimes i dont feel like studying. and there is stil alot more i need to catch up. memorizing the 2 sejarah textbook can kill me already. :(


Push myself to limit. Hope everything is fine.

princess

after coming back from school, as usual i go to the kitchen.


Today, my grandfather was in the kitchen. He asked me what i would like to eat and he can cook for me. I dint reply him instantly. Later on , i just told him : no thanks i am just gonna eat those kuih made by my grandmom.


Later on, he bring me some more kuih, Maybe because he saw me eating one piece only. After some time , he went to the refrigerator and get out a jug of juice for me. But i just keep on eating, without saying thank you or What. Then he comes with a cup. I was like what is he doing right now? serving me like a princess huh ?


Then, he comes with a big honeydew which Havent cut one, put infront of me and says eat this. I was like Oh, okay. Once again, he put another plate of rambutan on the table.


At that moment, i looked all over the table and its full with food ! i am so grateful to have such a great grandpa.


We lived together for so many years . Now only i feel that he is so important to me. He treat me so Damn good . But what can i do for him ?


I stil remember when i was young i always show my disrespect to him like argue with him, dint listen to his advise and etc. I am a bad granddaughter. I guess i need to treat him more and more better right now.

Grandma's birthday

went back to seremban today. My grandma is having a birthday dinner.

I had a great time there . =D
Away from the city makes me feel good and relaxed *GRINS*

I ter- wear my slipper to that grand restaurant. Haha. Makes me feel funny with my attire. LOL .

Besides , I know that i am a LUCKY person . Hahaha . :)

am gonna update some family picture later :D

a birthday present

Finally , i brought that HUGE card to school today !
LOL , it was jia en's birthday present made by MELODY , SHU EN and ME ... XD
we just put it on her table ,
and the 3 of us just sit at the back there when she reached school ..
WE ACTED LIKE WE DO NOT KNOW ABOUT IT ..
actually we was laughing and guessing what she think about our card LOL

then , she starts to cry ..
so we approached to her ..
i cried when i saw her crying ..
LOL , i wonder why i cry ..

i know that i am not those pro card maker ,
anyway , those pics show how much we grow in 5 years time hehe
btw , hope you like it : )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 13 YEARS FRIENDSHIP ZHABO !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe ,

its been 13 years , HAHAHA . and we are 17 right now .
it feels like yesterday we are still playing swing at TADIKA AMAL DIDIK ,
swimming together in that small little pool ,
saying goodbye when we both went to different primary school ,
and say hello once again at SJK(C) PUAY CHAI 2 ..
hahaha , and now SMK BSD 2 ..

its good to have such a friend with friendship more than 13years .
how amazing is that ?
from 2 small little girls to 2 teenage girls . haha . it takes alot of footsteps .

small version :D

big version :P

growing up together and having all kind of memories . 

i will not forget you : )

haha , i do not know how many times i wishes you in a day you must be bored of that . XD

BUT , i still wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

hello guys

after quiting blogspot for like half year ,
now i am back : )

its a new blog , but still the old me . haha .
i will blog about my life mostly .
just drop by whenever you guys missed me : p

owh yeah , i need a new blog link , give me some suggestion please : )