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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Malacca here I come !

It's my second trip with you to malacca ! :D
Two more days to go. :)
So so so anticipated <3

Next week I am starting my college after my long long holiday,
It's time to go back to "school"
But it wasn't the old school anymore, not with my bunch of lovely class mates.
I miss ya all. especially my close mates :)
How can I survive without you all?!

God bless me :)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

its fathers day today !

i am so random. lol. but its FATHERS DAY today :) 
i dint get to celebrate fathers day dinner with my dad this year :( 
feeling so bad for him ,
he doesnt deserve this kind of treat,
he deserves us to accompany him with his favourite food. 
GUESS what he actually like ? 
unlike us children who like western food, japanese food, korean food , ...
he actually loves to eat chinese food ! o.o 
such as : HOKKIEN MEE, FISH ( WHATEVER KIND OF FISH) LOL. , RICE , BKT , FATS , DUCKS
aha. thats what my dad likes. 
but soooooo sad, he dint get to eat those thing today. 
we made a promise that we are going, 
but end up us eating da bao food at home. :'( 


i guess you guys must have a happy fathers day celebration ? 
you guys are lucky to have it. :) 


ABOUT my dad now, in my mind he's the best dad for me. if i ask for anything, he wouldn't say no to me. he NEVER canned me before. we seldom talk much, because we have nothing to talk. our conversation always goes around education, family, and news. That's all i guess, he is now 49 if i am not mistaken , still looking young, he jogs around my housing area, sometimes he acted cool and idk why is it, maybe we just made him angry ? he is quite someone in his old days, bad boy, good kid, smoke, study overseas, gamble , working as shoe seller at chowkit too. aha. his life is quite interesting back then, now he is just a simple man who hung out with his buddy alot, quit smoking, earn money for our life expenses, and he actually said that he would become a scientist if he dint need money for life. thats what he likes, he loves science. he always watch discovery channel and telling us how much he wished to be a scientist. Because that scientist is not a money making job, so he turned it down. 


MONEY. its quite important in real life. Everything revolves around this object. Without it,   
others see you as nothing. With it, others see you as everything. Life is so realistic. we cant live without money, money make us feel good. i hope that i wouldn't be money minded after all, but still i need it. i need it to buy good food, i need it to buy clothes i really love from high end store , need it to spend on luxurious life. 


i am so out of title ! LOL. 
come back to talk about my dear papa <3
i still remember the first time i went to work as promoter,
he dint wanna talk to me, idk why he reacted that much, 
maybe he thinks that i am still a lil child ? :( 
daddy, i am no longer a small kid, i am grown. soon going to be 18 years OLD.
i need to go out and see the world, and not shedding under this house. 
hope you do understand it ! :D 


i wrote it here because you will never see it. hahaha. good place to share my thoughts for the great father :)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

i hate today

FML I RUINED MY PLAN .
I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH.
JUST FEELS LIKE CRYING.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

working sucks !

first day working at the store sungai buluh, 
selling p1 w1max with ml..
this place is crowded today because its holiday.
but i hate working here because most of them shopping here is malay.
you cant find any chinese family shoping here.
so i have to speak bm with them FML ! 
even in my secondary school i hardly speak bm also. 
so this job is killing me..
summore my basic is only RM 1000 per month. working hour from 12pm to 10pm
if i dint hit the target then i cant get my commision..
omg. i just dunno how to survive here.


my bm is damn '' good '' 
talking with them makes me feel so pressure and tension lar.
sometimes i dunno how to comminicate with them.. 
i wanted to quit this job so much, but i cant ..
the team leader said this is new counter.. nobody to replace..
and he dont let us change to tesco mutiara damansara's counter..
he said this place easier to get customer wor..


plus i am so scary to approach some customer,
so i just wait for those customer that walk in lur..
beside me and ml theres one more malay guy working here .
he is quite funny and playful.
always talk crap geh...
but he helped me alot lol.
when i dunno how to answer those customer's question, he just answer for me and explain to them ! 
so its really good that he is so damn helpful..


end of today i only manage to sell one plan,
which is like damn good already... 
maybe it was my first time working as sales girl 
so i am still not good at talking to them.. :(  


anyway, i will end this job after one month which is on 14th march.
i have 24 days more ;/ 
hope that i could have improved my sales in the next 24 days!



Wednesday, February 9, 2011

i am backkkkkkkkkkkkk !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! 
兔气扬眉过好年!




AM I TALKING TO MYSELF ONLY ? HAHAHA.
THIS BLOG IS SO DAMN DEAD BECAUSE I ABANDONED IT FOR LIKE 2MONTHS I GUESS. 
HMM, WILL UPDATE MY JAPAN PHOTO SOON !!!! 


sometimes i am just too damn lazy to update, 
haha, first thing that i gonna say is that i am in goooood condition right now. ; ) 
no school , not working , hanging out almost every week , sleep and in love ! LOL.
no stress or anything is good XD heheheeee


chinese new year made me FAT ! lol.
after this i am so gonna do alot exercise and burnt off my fat! haha.


and i havent watch i love hong kong and all well get's well or smth like that. 
mr and mrs incredible wasnt very promising.i watched with my cousin.
this movie is using old ideas. lol. so DONT WATCH ! 


so its my sleeping time dy ! 1.04am. 
i am late today. lol.
bye ~ 









Monday, December 20, 2010

BORED VS BUSY

BORED for some reason 

i feel like i have nothing to do but actually i have long list waiting for me to get done !
i just feel so lazy to start doing those things, maybe because i am not in mood for doing things !!

this week i am gonna be so damn busy because there is outings , party undang ,  and my flight on SUNDAY.

so many things at once make me feel so uncontrollable :(

Thursday, December 16, 2010

when i look at you

i love this song so damn much ! 


WHEN I LOOK AT YOU - miley cyrus 


Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long

'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like a dream to me